heylo 106.4

was on radio tode..wheee..had fun..nd really meeting green people reminds me how little iv been doing n how much iv been sleeping..tcha..i love my sleep though..daah..went on a drive yesday..lyk old tyms..ws mahabalipuram n not chandigarh..cha..i miss dat highway :((
dunno muddled ryt nw..lisnin to bichraa yaar..whee agn..dunno..people man..how does one fathom them?? feel im frm one far away planet..its so deft..soo effin effortless..crap..im learning about human lif aint i?? lol..just wana break away..but cant..u no..in all the cases..im left squirming..o god..thyr brilliant..these humans..
waddo i do?..im lyk this rohu among piranhas..angel support frm both sides dosnt understand me does it?? hell no...nd den i feel its me hus nt been makin an effort..wid nethin..nd it comes bak to sleeping..lol..
i need that desire... long enuf its been..of mud, of those burst tyres, of those bogged dwn days, of that god damned wheezing sound haunting me, of ineptitude, of inaction, of backstabbing, of vagueness ..getlost...i need to live man..
nd yeah thanks fr readin this

i dont know why im writing this in the first place...sculs over..everythings gone...done and dusted..i was told to ryt abt the good things..ll ryt about everything..

ryt so there i was..holding this school leaving certificate in my hand..hoping against hope that i wont get admission in 'that' scul..i dint study for 'that' entrance..i remember 'that' 10th april..everyone called me..dats wen i knew dat i had people hu really dint want me to go...i was happy :)...btw i still have those msgs

sankara changed me..first (till the last) perpetually, i cudnt understand how things worked...there were studies, tough yes, but for a GG..lyk me..as they say multiple devastation..lol..nd then there were people...really amazing ones, really stupid ones, ones hum u cud vomit on...hey rauwolfa vomitoria..lol..i was told not to stand on formalities hw can i forget that...there was dubai..delhi..kolkata..nd everytym i heard ppl bak home saying that i was having a nyc tym whyl they suffered..id say i saw a lot..at home, away..people...i learnt a lot..

i wont say he's been unfair...perhaps that was what was meant to happen..it happened for me with a stupid chemistry lesson in 10th, happened after an interview, it also happned after that horrible wheezing sound, and that jingle..nanana..among other things were our songs! me n ammu, sailesh..lol..dat meeta mam class, bhagya!!, sattys doubt sessions, kosu!!, ambigaa and that 'double salt' analysis wen me jan n ananth wr mixing up stuf..our gigs..me mrithula n gang, sanmun, dpsmun,timogi!!lol..kassey..lol again, ...our bench..dat day wen it rained, that cyclone...stuff man..kewl stuff

i love my life...jus the past baggage dsnt go...it will...:D